Like the hands of your bastard father,
I'm cold, rough, thick, and tough,
Like the hips of your late ex lover,
I'm broken, bruised, and forced on you.
I am my worst enemy.
I haven't slept since 2 days ago,
Waiting on you.
A day hasn't gone by that I don't think of the mistakes I've made,
And the price I'll pay,
Every night, I crumple and cry,
Every night, I think of 13 reasons why.
Is this what you're into?
Do you really want me to hurt you?
There's so many fucking things I could do to you.
I could tear you up,
Break you down,
And manipulate you,
Is that what you're into?
Do you treat me like shit 'cause I beg for it?
I swear to god I could shake you off,
Spit on you until you dissolve.
I could get under your skin, and tear it off,
Break you down into a simple whore,
Manipulate you to bending at my every move.
Is this what you're fucking into?
You think I wear my skin like it's too tight,
I'd like you to step into my shoes and see what it's like,
I'm no adult,
And I can be immature,
But leading this life..
It fucking hurts.
I wish I could get inside your head,
Everything in there seems to be dead,
What the fuck is your definition of us?
Has it even crossed your mind?
I know,
You know,
I'd love to know.
Despite all of these things I claim to think about you,
Is it weird I'd like to know you?
Do you find it odd that I have an attraction to you?
When I haven't even had a conversation with you.
We're strangers,
With secrets,
Lies,
And love.
Is it abnormal for me to want to hear about yours?
I don't expect much from you,
But I'm dying for you to prove me wrong.
Simply because I hope there's something on the inside.
Something the slightest bit more than that tatted up,
Side labret pierced,
Long haired,
Bar hoping,
Zippo lighter loving,
Marlboro menthol cigarette smoking,
Asshole,
I know,
And man, I understand..
But give it up.
I haven't known you for that long,
But you drive me insane,
In one of thee best ways.
I really didn't see us here today,
I'm sorry I wrote this,
It was unexpected,
And I hope you forgive me,
But please,
Don't ignore it,
Or forget it.
