It's Thursday

 And God said, 'Let there be light' and there was light, but the Electricity Board said He would have to wait until Thursday to be connected.

 

What doesn't kill me,

It's a really weird feeling I've been having lately, like everyone in my life is here because they want to be. I feel like people like to control me, but you can't do it for long, if you're good you can get me upset for a few minutes until I start thinking then I'll instill all that negative energy in you and just start to smile and laugh at you. So, it's like a competition between all these guys and girls to get to me. What's the point? Why? Really. Why?

What goes around comes around ten times harder, right?

If I've got haters, I must be doing something right, right?

I make the same mistakes that other people do, and I learn just like you too.

Sadly, a lot of my more recent mistakes were made because I was doing things out of pity, like buying this girls boyfriend everything he ever asked me for, and he screwed me over, he left me hanging. Kissing this dude because I wanted him to stop moping about his ex girlfriend making out with his best friend in the corner, and about how he wanted to kiss me. So, I did it, then he had sex right next to me later that night.. Then two days ago I actually started talking to this other guy who was at the party and made plans to watch awesome serial killer movies, then he just dropped me because this other guy told him I'm a slut? This has happened to me a thousand times, but I still feel bad for people. Then I've got that group of chicks who jock my style and hop on the dick of any guy I show the slightest bit of interest in. Damn. It really makes me want to face palm myself to death, but I wont give up, I'll just breathe and remember not to give a fuck. If someone can believe a bag of shit over me, it's obvious they're not even worth being upset about, they're just ignorant, but it still unsettles me on the inside.

This is Mars and I on this very calm morning.

I went to House Of Blues yesterday to see For Today, TDWP, Enter Shakari, and White Chapel.

It was such a crazy show, I elbowed some girl behind me in the face on purpose and I felt bad after.

I wore my combat boots so I was kicking people around, and they were throwing me in the pit, 

There were SOO MANY DICKS THERE.

Literally! The number of guys there was the number of girls times twenty!

That's terrible! What the heck are girls in Chicago listening to instead?

I got like 10 bro fists for chugging my friends beer while I was in the pit, in my head I was saying,

"Wut? U no do dis?"

When I went to the bathroom I got hit on by four chicks who apparently loved me in the pit, I'm used to being called sexy but not by 4 preppy looking girls at a TWDP show, I blame it on the city.

There was a UFC fighter there too! He almost fought my friend Sean, ohhhh Sean.

I have like six bruises total on my arms, I haven't even looked at my legs yet, I got home, ate a vegi sub, washed my face, smoked a blunt while Mars went potty, and passed out!

I have no idea what I'm doing today.